Have you ever felt that nobody loved you? Have you ever felt that nobody appreciates you?............With all that has happened this past couple of weeks...That's what I am feeling right now! My mothers day was awful....No mother should feel like her kids don't love her....EVER, oh, but mine made me feel like that! I wont go into the boring details cuz I really don't feel like crying again.

On a better note.....I have to redo a post cuz it didn't work the first time.....My Gabriel turned 11 on Tuesday. WOW...11, I can't believe how big he is. We didn't have a party for him cuz we are planning a big 3 topic celebration on the 28th. We are having a BBQ/ party for gabes B-day, Memorial day and his 5th grade graduation. It's gonna be a lot of fun. Gabe was my easy baby even though he was 5 days late. My mom said..And I quote " I hate how easy it is for you to give birth". I was in labor for 5 hours, My twin and my mom were there (it was sad cuz my oldest sister Jamie had to fly out that morning and she wanted to be there so bad) My twins husband came to the hospital and they were getting ready to go outside when Lisa poked her head in the room and said "don't have the baby while I'm gone" I was like yeah right...Like thats gonna happen, I'm gonna have this baby in ten minutes...ha ha ha. So they left and it was just me and good ol'mom. I started feeling a little weird so I told my mom that my butt hurt and she asked if I had to push....I said " I don't know" so she bent down to take a look and....Yep, you guessed it, there was the top of his head. The doctors came in and two pushes later he was out, Boy was Lisa mad. He was so cute with his full head of thick black hair, he looked like a little old man. He peed all over the doctor, it was great. any way....Gabe, Happy Birthday. I love you so much and you will always be my baby no matter how big or how mean you get!!!!!