Well it's the new year, and like my birthday, I don't feel any different. I am however, very homesick for my siblings. I miss everything. I just can't figure out why I am still here, except for the fact that I love my husband and he is the one who is supporting us, for the most part. He makes more then twice what I make...How sad is that. I miss the closeness of family and the fun we use to have being so close to each other. I love you guys. Be happy and smile.